UnDefeatAble

许恺倪

2011-12-30T02:29:00.008+08:00

Khor Kai Ni

erm insomnia at this time...

let me test test my memory sin....

erm...

May 17- the day my 1st time chatting with u on msn...

July 18 - the day u missed call my phone and i finally got ur number...(and my life start to stage.. LOL XD)

July 19- started my first sms to u.... very constantly reply me in 6 hours one msg.... till today... sometimes i wonder do u oso reply this "fast" to other of ur fren or just me?

August 1- the 1st time i officially ask u out for tea.... my 1st time to snowflake.... ur 1st day of college in Subang.... and coincidentally my dad's bday... LOL. you were wearing a yellow t shirt.. shorts, and a pair of purple converse.. the longest time we had together... 2 and half hours(indeed one of the best day in my life, guess will remember it for life, LOL)

August 3- drive drive drive dunno why drove to INTI subang and walk alone around... hoping to see u but did not tell u i was there.... but end up didnt see u anywhere...LOL

August 8- second time i asked u out after ur class.... so my another "first" time give to u... first time go to ChaTime...but u went off early bcoz ur sis came...erm.. abit blur but if not mistaken should be wearing a pink colour PDI polo T... bottom dun really remember d... LOL...

August 15- hahaha this day very funny... u dunno how much courage i took to call u... but endded up u r in the library... haha.... be4 the call i sumore keep remind myself wat to say... LOL.. EPIC FAIL 1...

August 18- 3rd time i asked u out after ur class....is a rainy day... this day we went to MCDonald for ice-cream...well.... wanted to talk more to u... but ended up u playing with my itouch for hours until ur mum came... but... i was very happy that day... i saw u smile and laugh the most on that day.. u r so cute so pretty... LOL... although din talk much but i really very happy seeing u smile... cannot forget... =D ok clothing... brown color 格子 shirt...with a short... converse shoe.. with a bag...

September 23- My life start to be very very stage d.... after like dunno how many time i ask u out and u rejected... and finally u said ok.... i prepared a gift... my very 1st gift to a girl... ended up when i drove all the way from nilai to subang and u text me that u wanna eat with ur fren... so end up i just meet u to pass u the gift and look at u for about 4 second and u turn around and leave...and u were wearing black if i am not mistaken... and u just cut ur hair....very cute...LOL! i rmb the last three word u said to me... "sorry, thank you, bye bye" and i was very sad and drove very dangerous back to nilai... hahaha that day also is my Handball gathering night... LOL... very STAGE dat day... hahahaha nilai de fren all see me oso scare liao... face so smelly... but that night itself u text me the most....the only day that did not reply me in 6 hours... 6 minute instead... mayb u r guilty or wat? i dunno... nvr get to know wat u r thinking...

October 10- My 1st confession due to dunno why suddenly talk bout that.... but well i told u i like u since 1st met... hahaha... but u fuyan me with a 顺其自然.... and i know is a turning to reject but i didnt giv up.... i still follow my heart... although kind of stage...

November 26- I purposely hold myself from sms u or msn u even if i see u on9.... i know be4 that u were having finals.... and i dunwan to disturb u.... very very xinku wait dao this date...which is last day of ur final... and finally i can text u find u... and tot might date u when ure holiday... but after this date... u rejected my invitation for 1.2...3...4...5...6...dunno how many times... i know u r not interested to go with me... but keep telling myself not to giv up... LOL (天真)

December 3- the 2nd time i confess... this time i tell u in a more serious way... u oso answer me with a serious way... "for me i dun think we can further our relationship".... and i ask if u ever have feelings... u said "i dun hate u" which i found it quite funny answer... and stage life only will be more stage... till now i just wanna tell u.... if u totally dun have feel can straight tell me... i will be very happy... and i might just leave u.... just becoz u didnt give me a clear answer... and i bluff myself that i still got the chance... so i choose to continue... bcoz i dunno since when... i had fallen deeper and deeper each day...

December 18- Hahahaha....!!! stupid day... i nvr did such thing for a girl be4... and i think i really fall in to a 无底洞....u know wat i did today? so i bluff YEC committee that i have to go back for some emergency work....actually i wanna prepare a surprise for u... so i fetch yao hsiang and go all the way to kota kemuning to search ur hse... since YH say he agak know where.... found and write the address go back nilai to help out YEC again... hahaha my fren laugh me BAK QI... i oso felt so la....

December 19- Post the christmas card to the address we "found" yesterday....hoping that u will feel warm on christmas and like it...

December 26- You did not receive any cards... and i realise i wrote the wrong address... hahahaha...i feel abit sad + embarrassing + funny... but sad got more la... coz didnt gave u the surprise or wat so eva... EPIC FAIL 2....

December 27- asked u to accompany me for a movie.... and u said should be ok at 1st... i was so happy jumping around... but u say not sure have to confirm the other day...

December 28- wanted to confirm with u about the movie... but u keep looking for excuses and dont seems like wanna go.. i understand so i didnt force u.. but i was slightly fed up bcoz u did not tell me directly turn about 20 rounds to reject my invitation... it makes me feel extra sad... and very disappointed....i felt like die-ing this day.... seriously... my heart broke into pieces...

Today, 12am got result...not satisfied... not happy... 1st one came into my mind is u... so wanted to tell u 1st... but ur cold reply makes me even more sad... and i understand i really a nobody in ur heart... mayb just a passer by or just a really so called "friend".

wanted to sleep but cant... i really missed u too much...245am wrote this blog till now 325am almost finish writing....

i wrote this while i still remember what had happen about you in my life....i scare one day i really will forget... at least i can still read back this blog and see how much i had loved you and how silly i am in the future....

i am really tired.... 2011 is ending.... shall i continue? deep down my heart... i know i still very like you but no point fighting for things that wont work right? my friends are all asking me to give up... and i dun feel so... bcoz i really tot that u r the one i will be for the rest of my life...

You are the only girl i have put so much effort.... and did almost everything that i can and even 突破 myself... LOL... so i have running so hard to chase u for 7 months and still counting....

u say i deserve better.... but i said if the best is not you i dunwan it....

i really dunno what will happen between us....

but no matter how i can con-sure... no matter what happen or who will i be in the future... you are the girl i loved the most in my life.... the memories will forever be stuck in my mind... there is no one no where i can tell... so i wrote this to remind myself....

2012 continue? or let it go? i dunno.... i guess i start to feel tired d... i can sleep liao.... this is very precious post... lol... while typing... I laughed i smiled i am happy i am sad my tears almost dropped.... i mean ALMOST.... LOL... kla goodnight... lets publish my love story for 2011... =)

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Malacca Trip with My Gang

2011-05-28T02:09:00.002+08:00

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有女朋友的坏处

2010-12-05T18:10:00.001+08:00

1.没认识你之前我拿奖学金，认识你之后我差点补考。

2.一个苹果，都给你吃。两个苹果，我把大的给你吃。

3.同吃一条鱼，我让你吃鱼肉，我自己吃鱼头六、出去玩都是我花钱，回来我只能吃萝卜。

4.你生气时，我让你当出气筒。我生气时，我把自己当出气筒。

5.你想吻我的时候就可以吻我。我想吻你的时候还要经过你同意。

6.你经常打我，我从来没有打过你。

7.有一次你问我如果你爱上别的男人了我会怎样，我说我要杀了那个男的。我又问你如果我爱上了别的女人了你会怎样，你说你要阉了我。

8.我买了200块的衣服给你，骗你才50块。你买了30块的手表给我，骗我要300块。

9.我把你的耳机用坏了，我买新的赔你。你把我的自行车丢了，连句对不起也没说。

10.你来我家，我睡沙发。我去你家，还是我睡沙发。

11.那次去看露天演唱会，你骑在我头上看得津津有味，我被你压在下面在人群中流泪。

12.我家狗生了，我把最好看的一条送给你。你却把你养得快要死掉的金鱼送给我，害我才养两天就得给它们送终。

13.我陪你去买东西时我主动帮你提东西，你却从来没问过要不要帮我提东西。

ZZZ

2010-10-19T10:26:00.005+08:00

You are the reason why am i still holding on.... but for each time u set a bigger barrier and try to keep me away from u at least 1239184198408091283km which is far far far FAR away. I really dun understand this..... I respected you and gave you what u wan...u wanna be friend..fine go ahead...i dun mind...but i dun see u treating me as a friend... You are just treating me like someone that you have just known and try to stay away. Then y the hell you said you wanna be friend? and stay away? u wanna fool me? fine...i am willing to let you fool but at least just tell me what the hell are you thinking. If u want it to be this way, then tell me in the first place why did you wanna be friend again since you didnt think so, must well we stay it like what we were be4 this. You say i deleted you from my life but i think you are the one who did that and make the blame and fault all on me. I try to rescue our friendship or wat so ever, but u just lock your door. See, from the first place i shouldnt felt sorry when you are mad. I should stay on with my decision. But i really thought that you wanna be friend. Fine, you disappointed me. But nvm, i will treat it as though ntg happen be4 and move on

blog

2010-09-22T18:34:00.003+08:00

did u guys notice that i didnt update my blog since march till now?

do u noe why?

actually when u didnt see updates from me u should be happy.

becoz if u notice, when i blogged, i am stuck with stress and no one to tell

and u read my blog u will got into emo mode, so dun read my blog, my blog is my personal stuff to release things that i dare not or wish not tell to any1. lol

but for those who really wan to noe wats going on with this freak u can have a read la. lol

finally, for those who reads this blog should pray that i wouldnt update anymore post...lol

for the time in march till early september...

i am really living in peace and happiness..

enjoyed everything during that time..

hope i can find another peace soon....

end of story.

loser part 2

2010-09-22T18:02:00.003+08:00

it seems that i lost everything......lol

u noe wat...this sem got 5 main subject...

2 subject tested...

and i no more top scorer...

won by the other friend.

Chemistry lost by 1.5 marks.....2nd highest...Engineering lost by 3 marks....3rd highest

no more highest ed...

got one good news...one bad news...

i asked the faculty if after my engineering foundation i can take business degree like actuarial science. They answer yes. They have similar cases. This could be consider good news.

The bad news is i doubted. If i take that course, temporarily forget bout the difficulty, i need to study 4 years then take around 10 international papers which like fastest 7-10 years to complete..

by the time i complete oso almost 30 years old d...2nd thing i worry about is the job vacancy...except few ppl, others including my parents say that Malaysia dun need actuary...so its kind of hard to find a job..but i dunwan to do engineering...so how? fan sei...

fking emo lately...

rarely laugh...

no mood crack jokes...

lazy crap

lazy do assignment...

insomnia alternate days.

something is disturbing me.

juz @#$%^&*( fan la..

must get some medical to chill myself...

lol

sometimes i thk back, feelings really got me went insane.

sometimes u just cant thk rationally, even u do so, ur actions and ur thoughts might no be the same.

lol look who's talking here..lame...lol

i wonder if i took the wrg move at the very first place.

u got the rights to be mad of me, becoz i am juz so damn poor in handling stuff. ruined everything with every of my actions.

mentally wanted to noe more bout u, but physically dunwan to.

everything goes just very smoothly at the start, but slowly it turns back to the worse situation that i had face be4 this.

Does it make any diff to me, whether i take or did not take that move? Yes, just the stress is different, but the stress nvr went off. lol

stupid.

hahaha...but some how i found out that actually i am very VERY GENG!.

u noe why?

when lecturer ask me quest, i ming ming jiu heart very fan didnt concentrate,

but i juz look at him calmly and answer wisely and precisely as though i am paying full attention.

and my answer is correct...claps for me...hahaha...

every1 look at me like i am normal...but inside my heart i am a monster.

feel like punching ppl kill ppl to release everything in my heart.

bcoz dead ppl tells no stories. haha. lame

i am like talking to myself. lol insane

freak

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........who caused all these?? myself.

who to blame? myself

who to tell? myself

wat am i doing here?

speak nonsense.

ya i am speaking nonsense.

juz ignore wat i have wrote above to prevent ur confusion.

finally i can conclude,

gao yao ji chui.

loser part 1

2010-09-19T00:46:00.004+08:00

haiz...i am forever loser in gambling u noe?

i thk this goes same as my life too...

be4 i actually bet for this, i knew i will lose...so i lost. hahaha..

and now...tml is eng assignment due date...

and i din even start a single word...i am dieing for sure...

tues egr assignment i thk i can finish it...juz dat if i have the mood to do it..

thurs physic report. should be able to do it, even cant, MR LOH is a nice person...hahah can bargain with him...hahaha

following mon, eng test and mat test....haiz i wanna score wei seriously...i wanna get AAAAAAA.... i wan to strive for a greater heights!!!

and so...i have to move on...time wont stop for me...

i am waiting all these stress to pass, and i will bet for the second time..=)

we shall wait and see wat happen next...hahahahahaha...

all of a sudden.

2010-09-12T16:55:00.003+08:00

lol...something juz keep on disturbing me....zzz

whenever i have this feeling, i thk i juz fall in ""

so thats not the point y i blog la...zzzz

so today to make myself temporarily forget bout "her" i juz randomly surf the net

dunno y suddenly thk of someone....

consider a long lost fren la...if she consider me as a fren la..

erm my form 1 and 2 classmate...called teoh su ling...

dunno y suddenly thk of her...lol

erm used to chat with her alot on9....still rmb played minesweeper flag with her during midnite..

we didnt talked much in real life...but formed 2 she sat behind me...keep zat her...is kind of fun though....

she is a person that very fast angry u and scold u de...hahaha kinda cute...actually quite pretty oso lar...lol didnt even said that to her last time hahaha...

form 3 for dunno wat reason she transferred...

Form 4 that time chat with her once on9...she gave me her blog address...but now i have forgotten

and i thk she chg her msn and other stuff that possible contact her..

so for the whole day i am trying to look for her...lol

dunno y juz got that kind of feeling wanna chat with her...

all i had is her friendster which in not active anymore since 2008...lol

i also dunno if she remembers who am i onot...lol hope she dunno how @#$%^& den saw my blog den contact me lo...hahahahahaha......

wondering wat she doing or studying now? lol

harsh

2010-09-12T16:39:00.004+08:00

The most painful thing is that, when u are truly in love with someone but u juz dunno how to prove it.

Even thr is a way to prove it, u dunno whether if she blifs it onot.

Even she blif it, u dunno whether if she accepts u onot.

Is really disturbing.

And y the hell on earth u juz didnt blif it.....

zzzz i thk i am quite ridiculous lo, angry for no reason.

And who cares? lol

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2010-09-09T23:19:00.003+08:00

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HiHi

2010-08-18T19:18:00.005+08:00

when i talk to her, i din really wan to hear story from her but juz wanted to listen to her voice...=)
my feelings for her can only communicated not by the words of the mouth, but by the words of the heart..=)

but who cares? lol

Pikachu

2010-03-28T00:04:00.003+08:00

I am talking crap with teh wen xing now
....hahahahahaha...

tq for listen to my problem...!!!!

MARCH's STRESS

2010-03-22T01:42:00.002+08:00

Phew~~~!!!
finally....finally...seriously finally...
i got my own time to on facebook and blog here....
walao eh...
nowadays i really stress dao....
1st of all i must say sorry to my family members....
because i got alot event and assignment i din go back during weekend...
and sorry to my mum and dad...
because when u all call i like speak with impatient and loud tone...
coz i really bz....having some problem...
really sorry...i really noe i am wrg...
btw i noe they wont see this la...
so let me tell u wat i did in march....
WEEK 1 OF MARCH...
TEST 1....
FINISH LIAO....LUCKY GET QUITE HIGH MARKS...
WEEK2 OF MARCH....
MY BIRTHDAY...HAPPY!!
BUT NEXT DAY...SPM RESULT...DISAPPOINTING..
WEEK3...
CHEMISTRY LAB REPORT
PHYSICS LAB REPORT
MPW ASSIGNMENT
STACT PLUS STACT 3 DAYS 2 NIGHT CAMP(I AM THE EMCEE AND PROGRAM MASTER)
WEEK4....
PRESENTATION FOR MPW
AND....FOUNDATION NIGHT!!!!

walao....chi bong eh...
week 2 and week 3 damn fuking stress lo
i did alot preparation for f night and stact club
walao everyday 5am sleep!!!
7am wake up!!!
i missed 2 classes in a week
ma de i tell u 1 more time den i get warning letter..
dat time my scholarship mayb kena take away i tell u....
so now i must control d...
phew now i can relax abit liao...
hope i wont simply scold ppl la..

but then!!!! F.NIGHT!!!!
I REALLY VERY SCARE....
I AM THE HEAD OF THE WHOLE EVENT...
AND I NOE IS GONNA FAIL...
BUT I WAN TO MAKE IT THE LEAST MISTAKE...
BUT HOW???
DRAMA NOT PREPARED
PHOTO SLIDE NO PPL DO...
VIDEO NO PPL DO...
WALAO!!!!!
STRESS LEH....THIS THURSDAY LEH...
I BEN LAI DIRECTOR...
SUDDENLY I OSO BECOME 1 OF THE ACTOR...
WAT OSO I DO....THEN THE OTHERS DO NTG...THEY OSO GET SAME MARK?!!!
IS THIS FAIR FOR ME?!!!!
CHI BONG AR!!!!!

haiz....i wan faster over march la....
and and and...during event i really found out alot ppl's true identity...
mahai really alot of lan duo chong!!!!
and some like to simply throw responsiblity..
some like to put aeroplane...!!!!
i ben lai only helper....
den do program master job...
den emcee put aeroplane...den i bcome emcee..
u thk i really god meh?
how clever de ppl oso got limit de ma...du....
sumore i help u ppl do event i no salary...
sumore nid sacrifice my sleeping and study time...
do wrg kena diao...do right no ppl praise..
i oso dunno i do so much for who for what....
kla enuf ngam liao...
phew release it out...
still got the f night...haiz suan la...
i thk i am borned to help ppl 拾手尾 de la...

i miss my sisters, my darling, my dear and my bros la....
i thk if they were here they sure will help me de...
at least not like my team now....keep on drag my work...
haiz to find urself a good and perfect team is harder than hardest

wah i oso wrote quite long d la...
fan zheng no ppl read de...write so long gao meh...
hope to have some listener to hear me ngam my thing...

SPECIALLY FOR WEN XING

2010-03-14T01:38:00.002+08:00

wei xing xing...nowadays i noe u very stress...
i wan to let u noe...
i always support u...
although mayb we have different opinion..
but u should stand with ur decision...
wat is ur decision I respect...sisters respect...
dun get upset bcoz of that kind of small thing...
it should be happy though...
future de thing me and u also dunno wat is going to happen nex...
u now happy...appreciate the thing u have...then enuf liao lo...
i free dat time sure will text u...
but rmb...u free dat time oso text me....
esspecially if u have problems or unhappy...rmb 1st one to find me...
i may not solve ur problem...
but i wish my ears will help u..
happy things u wan to find me onot nvm...but
last REMINDER...
GOT PROBLEM FIND TING XINGKUN!!!
HE IS ALWAYS THR FOR U...FOR SISTERS!!!(INCULDING JEAT AND YMIN)

CNY cultural night

2010-02-10T22:45:00.003+08:00

today 1am.....
we was struggling for the decoration for the cultural night...
walao eh...
it took us 6hours to fns it...
we started at 930pm....
and end up 3am only we fns the decoration...
and this is the deco.....

u thk this deco is very simple right?
it is very very hard to hang it up....
becoz it is very very heavy...
we used about 20ppl to hang it up...
my hand almost break...
not joking wei...

and u see this "chun" word...
u thk very simple?
it took me 2 n a half hours to fns it...
but i thk tonight no one notice it de la....

ok end of the cny story...
today friend took my phone....
suddenly found out yuan lai got this pic...
hahahaz randomly saw this pic....
daib ppl doing daib things...lol but i missed it...XD

Hostel life!!!

2010-02-05T00:44:00.006+08:00

ok this post will have less words but more pics...lol
basically this is wat we do when we r in the hostel!!

this is my idiot roommate which is very lazy.....sleep whole day....half way doing lab report and go to sleep...

This is the prove...ong chang meng punya table...half way doing then go sleep...!!!

Tau ini siapa??? TING XINGKUN....!!
so damn rajin nowadays....
keep on study study study and study...
wat la test coming ma...
CGPA 4.0 is waiting for me...woohoo..!!!

this is our food supply...u noe r.. we everyday 3am sleep leh....we nid all these food to support us la....war oso need food ma right?

basically this is our hostel la...

juz came back from handball and frisbee training...

wanted to take some picture...but forget liao...haiz nvm next time...

getting in love with my clubs and friends here...!!

but of coz not forgetting my old long lost fren...

okok now ending part...
not forgetting to post for my dear girl girl....

after 1 month i am here....
she is the 1st one i say....
who take the initiative to text me....
walao she even tell me some story eh...
wah touching oo....
btw jia you for u oo....dun let ppl bully u while working...
who bully my lui lui i curse him/her die son die daughter!!!

kla is time to study physics...
nex tues test...
wish me luck...i wan get at least 99/100!!! lol

Who am I?

2010-01-23T23:41:00.008+08:00

i am getting in love with INTI now....
very happy with my busy life...
and i am rajin liao....
not like last time so lazy juz think of play...
now wil noe how to plan my time ed...
mayb a little bit mature d?
dunno la...

i am oso very happy with my new friends....
but indirectly make me feel very lost and sad...
my old friends and sister macam sudah lupa me...
haiz...i like lost them ed...
u see the xianvoon 1 week no call me d...
haiz cheeweng ar anxin ar mawjia ar zhihuey ar...
all oso din contact with me...
even my sisters pun tak de...
sumtimes wen xing will spam my fb la...
so r u guys 4getting me d?
or mayb i am not a good friend so faz faz 4get me?

sumtimes i get so envy bout changmeng...
everynite i and him in the room...
he is bz replying fb...
coz all his fren miss him so much...
keep on msg him...
and even dang yao called him alternate days...
talk bout 15 mins juz to gossip...like wat i used to do wif xianvoon
haiz but everynite i am alone thr...
playing noob game..
waiting ppl msg...
no msg...
i go msg ppl...
no reply...
who am i to u guys?
juz a secondary schoolmate?

today chze zheng asked me to play pool...
wow...touched...
mayb dat day let me scold d gua...
hahaz but really tq...
u make me feel like i am ur fren...
but ended up i din go coz went to hospital for body check...

suan la...
but i really miss u guys alot..
esspecially my sisters...
i got story tell but no 1 listening...
sienz....wen xing ar wen xing.....brandon ar brandon....when r u guys going to listen my story?
sad oso no ppl tell happy oso no ppl tell....
haiz....

btw..
crystal song...
today ur farewell party u din call me ar...
see so faz i am left out...
haiz nvm...
all the best and wish u gud luck in australia...
and oso happy be-earli-ed birthday as i couldnt wish u on 22.2.2010...

bye bye la....
i noe i am not important to u guys,
but u r guys r important to me.

Pool Party

2010-01-21T02:59:00.003+08:00

lol....is been so looooooooong i didnt update my blog...
i noe is dead...but no ppl read oso...
dun care la...
btw...today 20/01/10
pool party for INTI freshman...
due to i am the leadership scholarship holder,
i am one of the committee member to help out this event...
so this is my 1st event to carry out...
and thr is much more waiting for me...
nex 1 coming is cny carnival and orientation night...
wow...
today 6pm went thr to set up....
den 7pm we swim....
until 830pm...makan watch performance....
930 swim again till 11pm...
den help pack all things clean up everything....
almost 12....
den go for pool....
nice game with my hand ball senior...
after dat went out for food....
chit chatting with les lee...
zzz talk nonstop...until 230am...
went to bing hao's room....chat a while....
go back bath and feel free to blog a while and its 3am now....lol
chang meng juz fall a slept...
and he is not committee so he is in the room during the event...
and he chg my status to in a relationship...
actually i dun really care la...
but for those who really misund...
i am here to explain i am single...
but as u all noe...
ppl like me how to have a relationship right?
u all sure say "wait 10 years la"
i thk 10 years oso dun have la...lol

these few weeks really very bzzzzzzz....
assignment...
physics chemistry report....
event...
club.....
walao...say dao club...
tml i after 1pm no class.
den sudah promise my classmate dota till 5pm...
frisbee 6pm till 8pm....
IMPAC 730 till 11pm....
handball 7pm till 11pm...
but i can only choose 2...
so depends la...
i am sure tml oso will b back here by 3am...
woohooo....
friday physic report ar...sien....

however...
these few weeks pun ada perkara tak gembira...
haiz kena diao by sister, Jeat...
haiz kena diao by darling....
haiz itu pei en pula fall a sick...

and and and...
bcoz of my superstition mom blif wat i am going have some "blood accident"
she do not allow me to drive to nilai...
which is potong steam all my friends here including me...
zzzz

kla....ngam too much d.....
long din post ma...
now post let u daib(s) read dao gou lo...
dunno when will free again to blog like now ed...

aims for this year:
SPM straight A's (11) (if possible if not 10 will do)
get CGPA 4.0
top in class
chairperson of one of the clubs i joined
try to be active and famous in INTI in a good side...
get a hot chick if possible and if my darl dw me anymore...lol
enuf said...bye bye...

macam bu se de end leh...
okla okla...
bye bye bye bye...

long time din tell story ma...
haiz suan la...bye bye

college life

2010-01-03T20:55:00.003+08:00

wowowowowow......is ting xingkun here!!!
yo i dunno how many of u guys miss me but i really do miss u guys...
wow...1st post since i am in nilai....
tot i would not have a chance to blog until i get myself a laptop...
noe wat?
chang meng is my ROOMMATE!!!
haha...
actually chang meng ed told me he going nilai....
but he say he wan go ttc teach...
so he will go home everyday...
but then...
register dat day...
he called me to bring him register...
den after he register...
yuan lai we same coarse and same class wor...
then then then...
he saw the time table...
8am to 6pm...
he shouted "WOW!" mm dim mm dim"
if he had to rush back to teach and come back tml morning...
it will be totally too tired for him....
then he called his parents...
and his parents ask him to stay here and concentrate his studies...
hahaha...
so i arranged him to be my roommate as i lack of 1 roommate oso...
sleep with sum1 i noe better sum1 dat i dunno ma right?

ok today....chang meng 1st day move in....
using his laptop now...
and u noe wat?
he today damn dao mei....
he come in....parents go back...
den he realise he 4get his wallet....
den he say he brought rm50...
so it would be enuf...
then i went dinner with him....
he dropped his rm50 and lost it....
i really pity him lar...
1st day den lost rm50...
so pain leh...
i can eat 1 week here le leh...
so he very down now...
waiting jung hao send his wallet tml...
kla dats all for this post....

i willl try to update more often with chang meng's laptop...
as here is very boring....

and and and finally i miss my darling san so much...
and sisters jeat xing min sheng....
dear xin...

so u guys better miss me...off lo...!

Another beginning...

2009-12-20T21:45:00.002+08:00

Wow....its like gossip girl and one tree hill...
the high school life has ended...
and now heading to our college life....
every1 is lost...
entering your favourite college or famous college?
choosing something you like or have a bright future?
knowing new friends or giving up your old friends in high school?

haiz....
i feel dat i am worse than the others...
bcoz my college life will start frm tomorrow...
is juz one week after SPM...and i am off to inti...
after 15 years studying...
i feel so tired...
i wish i could juz rest for 3 months or more....
but very sorry to say that i have no other choice...
i have to start in order to have a bright future...

i definately will miss all my old friends....
but are we going to keep in touch and as friend as wat we used to be?
we dunno.
mayb i will know new friends thr and forget the old ones?
i am sorry....but i really dunno.

haiz so i am here to tell all of u that i am going off to nilai Inti college....
for 4-5 years....staying thr...back to KL during weekends...
so bye....

feel free then text me...

*i am not rdy for the new start...

2009-12-11T17:40:00.002+08:00

男人愿意用双倍的价钱来买他需要的东西；

而女生会宁愿用一半的价钱来买她不需要的东西。

Birthday Post!!

2009-12-11T15:52:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR SIS...

WONG ZHENG SHENG!!!

now holiday din see dao u...
no chance celebrate wif u....
hope u feel my sincerity....

may all ur wishes come true!!

Xk's iPod Nano 5th gen!!

2009-12-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

Finally!!!! I have waited these moment for so long...
this is the last blue i got it frm the shop...
those who r getting blue...very sorry i got it...
hahahaha!!!!

Exam dat time damn scare let ppl buy liao....
be4 exam got bout 20 units of blue 1..
1 week later went mv wif yj....
sold out!!!
damn!!

then go gardens still got...
but is 16gb wan...
i juz need 8gb la...
luckily digital mall got 1 more last 1 blue colour...
hahaha!!!
thank god!!

kla i very busy now....
keep editing my cover flow in itunes...
facing itunes for 6 hours ed...
only edited 205 songs...
but i happy ar blow meh...
mum say: if u study got this kind of efford den good!!
lol nenenibubu...
itunes!!!!
convert movie!!!

1 Dec

2009-12-02T02:00:00.003+08:00

Here it goes...the month of Dec
when it starts then it will end...
spm is going to end...
haiz....so faz....
today account was not so bad for me...
temporaily all my exams going well...
physics and chemist hope can maintain normal standard la...
then BC A then A lo B then B lo C then C lo...
dun care d la...but of coz A better la...
this month will be a very bz month....
real bz...
btw i am getting my ipod nano on 5th of dec...
okla...work hard peeps...u guys can do it....

November

2009-11-01T15:10:00.002+08:00

YEAH!! HERE IT GOES....

THE MONTH OF NOVEMBER...

WE ARE STEPPING INTO THE MONTH OF SPM....

GET GEAR UP...WE ARE GOING FOR A WAR WHICH LAST FOR 3 WEEKS...

I AM GETTING SO EXCITED YET NERVOUS...

I GUESS EVERYONE HAVE THE SAME FEELING...

BUT DUNNO Y STILL DUN FEEL LIKE STUDY....

OMG...

ALRIGHT WISH ALL THE SPM CANDIDATES...

ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK....

WORK HARD YA....!!!!!!!!!

Ipod nano 5th gen

2009-10-24T20:34:00.003+08:00

Wait me....

8th of December 2009.!!!

Interview

2009-10-24T13:37:00.005+08:00

YES! FINALLY I DID IT!!!

now less 1 thing fan le la...

ed went liao la...

but thr is sum quest they ask i can answer better de lo...

but juz abit too nervous den i din say dao main point...

haiz i thk i can do better de lo...

btw i have to thx many ppl...

but most importantly....

LEE MAW JIA

although he is the one non stop bully me in skul..

but he is oso the one who help me the most...

when i receive the call for interview...

i told maw jia...

den he help me out...

he tell me wat is the common question and he is like more excited than me...

the nite be4 interview...

he spend 1 hour on the fon wif me...

he help me to draft out the skrip...

and the nex morning..

he spend 4 hours in skul help me check n correct my skrip...

he taught me alot bout answering skill...

cant wait to show every1 my skrip...

let ppl see how geng is maw jia...

lol...i will keep the skrip!!!

and then....

KHOR XIANVOON

the one mentally support me...

whether i being hurt by sum1 or i face problem..

he always pray for me...

and then he keep talk to me on fon...

for 1...2...3...4... hours...

hahaha gay tard...

dunno y juz like to talk wif him...

hahaha jesus ma rite? lol no offense...

christian dun kill me ar..

nex...

MY FAMILY MEMBER

although when i first mention this interview..

we get to quarrel and sum conflict...

but at last u ppl support me to go...

thx really thx alot...

my mum who cried after quarrel wif dad...

dad who always support me going...

and waited me all the time until i finish my interview..

my sis...

nite be4 interview..

he bring me to MV to buy my shirt pants and shoe..

finally...

MY FRIENDS

Thx for the wishes..

although is i force u all to send de la...

hahaha...

but dat time i really nid it...

thx..

but ignore wx n ym..

they juz noe how to play ppl only..

zzz..dunno ppl was stress n frustrating dat time..

wtv...dat will see who is a true friend..

lol so thx to jeat, kahyen, crystal, anxin, cheeweng, zhihuey, cheechien, mawjia, xianvoon and yanjang although u wish me after i came out frm interview...but i noe is sincere...

when i enter the room...

i can feel the whole world watching at me...

all my family and friend and myself..

is like a very big chg for mylife if i get it...

and also because my cousin bro(the.....)

he quit the interview and waited me outside the room..

he recommended me...

i dunwan to disappoint him...

luckily the interviewers were very friendly...

they talk to me like friends...

and so i juz answer relaxly...

and after dat...

they say impressive...

but i dunno how true is it...

mayb juz wanted me to concentrate on studies?

the most yeng part is...

i taught them how to hormat...

hahahaz...

then they very high...

they din noe got so many type of hormat...

and the difference between kadet polis bomba and soldier..

hahahahz...

"initially my main post-SPM plan is to continue with high school in Form6. But seeing the opportunity Inti colledge provides plus the minimum requirement i have met. I feel that this is what's the best for me. Also i do not want to burden my father too much because nearing retirement. Financially it will cause mere problems to my father. Respecting his old age, I think he could have use that money for a comfortable retirement. I am not here to expect best outcome, but I am here to do my best to show my potential. I feel that if you put all my qualities together, i'm a jack of all trades-master of none, whether it is on the academic field or sports field, and most importantly a leader. So, I feel that i'm deservely standing here as I am ready to accept whatever decision Inti Colledge makes."

i should be ended my interview this way...

but i forget the last 4 sentences....

haiz...abit disappointed...if not i can ended nicely..

and lanci dao wont de zui ppl...

and got abit sympathetic plus

i can indirrectly show respect to inti colledge that i am not expecting much..

is a perfect ending...

but i juz did 50%...

haiz coz abit too nervous...

suan la is over...

hope u ppl learn frm my experience...

21.10.2009

2009-10-22T00:42:00.004+08:00

Today is a bad n good day for me...
lol having fun in class today...
very high...
hahahaz...keep shout only...
lol....having bunch of friend who willing to crap wit me 4 period..
do silly stuff..XD
although macam budak kecil...but really had fun...!!
bad day mayb is becoz heart get poke again...
lol..nvm now not so pain le....

btw today is Crystal Chen punya bday..
happy birthday la....

i feel i damn bad la....
xianvoon help me la...i dw be bad guy..XD

busy day

2009-10-17T00:34:00.003+08:00

woohoo...
this morning went skul for singing practise..
but sumthing happen make me damn 9 angry...
suan 4get it..

den finally went and watch rebellion wif ingjeng yanheng kokfui and nealchin.
the show really pet pet...
quite yeng...
no wonder yanjang dunwan tell me wat is the ending...
so i oso not going to tell de ending...
coz is the most yeng part...interested den go WATCH URSELF!!
and and and 江若琳 is !@#$%^ super hot!!!!!! i luv u!!!!

den 7pm went home bath and tuition again...
930pm...
fns tuition..
moonlee call...
lol afternoon he cannot make it so wan me pei him watch midnite show..
oklo den go wif him...
so reach mv 1030pm..
wanted to watch tsunami de...
but 1145 only got...
wah den ma nid 2am only can come back?
sure let dad diu sei...
so we decided to play pool 1 and half hours...
den we wanted go kanna...
nya ma @!#$%^&*!(....last time kanna 4am close..
den 2am close...
juz now ent thr was juz 1230am mahai close 9...
really lazy...wanted to drink 1 teh oso cannot...
den moonlee fetch me home...
bath n now i am blogging here...
hahaha...
k...bz but happy day...

owh yeah juz now 6pm waiting bus dat time saw LEELYNN...
wow she is getting prettier and prettier...
really 女大十八变 and is 越变越美....
lol...
kla facebook...
lol damn dao gei dunno got wat so fun...
but at least fill in my time..
dun let me thk bukan bukan...
haha i getting better...
woohoo damn geng la me...
luv myself...XD

脱胎换骨

2009-10-15T19:24:00.000+08:00

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！
不知道是不是上天知道我已经放得下了所以要奖励我。
我今天心情超好的咧。
物理进步了十分咧。
数学得了九十一分，虽然我要一百啦但我也开心啦。
高级数学第二张也得了九十，虽然我也是想拿一百，不过也满足啦。
还不满足的话就要给人打罗，哈哈依洁第一个！
最后，我今天考的“法律“也及格了咧。
不过最领我失望的是，
这是最后一次考试了，可我却不能够帮你数学一拿四十分，哎遗憾。
算了。本少爷今天心情好。
接下来的日子祝我好运吧！

晴天

2009-10-14T17:20:00.001+08:00

今天，首先，
我要向我各位好友道歉。
详文，志荣，安信，子惠，嘉欣。
对不起，我今天不知道为什么，不是很想讲话，嘴巴好重。哈哈
今天你们跟我讲话我没应不是你们的问题是我自己心情不好
看到她心里有一种一滴一滴血慢慢流的感觉。
今天看到彦彰，
他扫了我己个耳光，
我也扫了他己个耳光，
还蛮大力的咧！
目的是让我们清醒，
我本来很怕的，
可是打了下去，我很爽，
一至叫他打，
最奇怪的是，我竟然一点都不觉得痛，我好像忘记了痛的感觉。
有想死的感觉。
一天里面我领悟了两样东西。
第一样。
“生不如死“
看来我是插脚太深了吧。
下午下了一场大雨，
就如我心情一样心乱烦躁。
雨停了，
我到bukit gasing 绕了一圈
哇凉到，心情变好到。。。
突然领悟到第二样东西，
“置诛死地而后生“
于其把精力浪费在想一些不可能的东西及忍耐所受的痛苦，
不如化悲愤为读书的力量！
就像详文所说的，
要做的，我做了;
不该做的，我也做了。
一切顺其自然啦，让主决定，
吃屎啦，我不信主的好麻，
我只相信明运是由我双手操控的。
算了，给多一点点时间我，
我保证我一定能恢复我的能力，
不是不是，应该说提升能力。
以我现在的能力我相信，
我不会输给海杰和安信。
哇今天我好像很感性
像死去活来。
说了好多啊，
不过好舒服啊。
现在充满了力量，要准备读书了。
至于你，我不担保以后会不想你，
可是现在的我，就算是移植心脏手术我也要把你从我心里彻底拿出来。
彦彰你也要加油。
要像我一样拿得起放得下。
那些问题等考完了再想。
你的成绩不可以烂下去，
要不然前途完蛋！
好吧！所谓
“大雨过后就是晴天“
等着瞧。我是个永不放弃的动物。

I AM SICK

2009-10-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

lol...
i damn sick la...
lol i dunno y i got totally no mood to study at all...
at home damn sien...
u all got eat be4 fa mei liao de bread?
have o dun have oso nvm...
actually i talking nonsense...
ignore me...
bcoz i ed fa mei at home liao...
y my title i put i am sick bcoz...
dunno y nowadays i keep on heard my fon vibrating..
but my fon no msg no miss call...
izit i sot jor?
any1 willing to help out??
omg i really sien dao....
i wan watch rebellion...who wan teman me?
i wan watch 江若琳 la.....luv her...lol
but luv my avril more...XD

BOYS AND GIRLS

2009-10-11T16:31:00.002+08:00

today i saw 1 programme
is about how boys thk bout girls..
and how girls thk bout boys...

lol...
i am not going to list all wat have been said..
but i thk got few points was damn correct..
so juz wanted to share...

FRM girl...
they say guys are stupid...
bcoz they dunno to have secret to protect themselve...
unlike girls they have secret to attract guys attention...

guys are damn realistic...
when he was trying to get u...
every single day sms u...flowers in frnt ur gate...
but when they get u...
they always makes the girl wait...

FRM boy....
they say...
guys might be flirting with thousand's of girls...
but in the end their hearts only exist the one they real in luv...

they say girls are sensitive...
every relation starts to have prob is all credits to girls..
bcoz they are too sensitive...
they will check on their husband or bf's hp...
even a single long hair will makes a quarrel...

lol....
but thr's 2 thing they have the same opinion...

to all couples or husbandwife...
problems can always be settled if both of them honest to each other frm the start...

2nd thing is...
no matter boys or girls...
they will juz get deeply hurt or sad...
when they heard either one of them said....
"i am not in love in u anymore...pls forget me..."

jang gambateh oo...
best friend ever..
dun giv up..

EXTRA TIME

2009-10-10T21:20:00.003+08:00

human cannot have extra time..
when we got extra time...
we will use dat time and thk or dream sumthing not realistic...
u knew it was a dream but yet u still do it..
dat was stupid...lol....but is uncontrollable
so now i fully use my time...
but everyday oso bz like hell...
very tired oo...
although now i everyday make myself bz..
but it seems dat i dun feel happy too..
lol...
mayb is a good thk...
dun have time to thk nonsense
and time is always the best medi...XD

2009-10-05T23:37:00.003+08:00

我什么都没有
只是有一点吵
如果你感到寂寞
我带给你热闹

为你绕一绕
没有什么大不了
却可以让你微笑

其实我很烦恼
只是你看不到
如果我也不开心
怕你转身就逃

爱上一个人
一定要让他相信
这世界多么美好

对每个人都说还好
我的心我的情
你不需要明了
只要我对你好
这样的温柔你要不要

其实你爱我像谁
扮演什么角色我都会
快不快乐我无所谓
为了你开心我忘记了
累不累

其实你爱我像谁
任何的表情我都能给

在你身上学会流眼泪

2009-09-28T02:34:00.002+08:00

hey yo...

is 2am in the midnight...

and few hours later gonna sit for chinese paper...

wish me all the best bah...

oh ya....4get tell u guys...

my wife (avril lavigne) divorce wif her ex husband d...

lol....noe y? coz she wanted to marry me....

lol....bye la...luv my wife very much....

chance n choices

2009-09-27T16:10:00.003+08:00

命运

机会

您会怎样选择?

痞子英雄

2009-09-24T19:16:00.005+08:00

damn!!!! THIS IS THE BEST SERIES I HAD EVER SEEN!!!

who haven watch??? faSTER GO AND WATCH!!!

IS SUPERN DUPER FKING NICE SHOW..

I WATCH TWICE THIS HOLIDAY...

damn this series got alot alot alot suprise....

make u keep wan to watch n keep asking wat will happen nex...

u tot wat will happen but the end is not wat u thought....

i dunno how to describe dat feeling...

is damn yeng....u all go watch urself....awesome show...

no regret watching twice...although din study

fail exam oso dai la...

normally ppl ending is either sad or happy or kind of special..

but this ending is fking fking special n nice...

the ending include sad happy funny n special as in...

in the end they said the story will continue in a movie nex year...

omg i cant wait for the movie....

cb make ppl excited for the movie only.....

damn....very nice la...watch liao very high la...

cannot study...

pls go pls watch this show...

if u all dunno whr to download or lazy...

can ask me for copy...

i would like to copy let u all watch...

coz is very nice show.....muz share...

I CANT WAIT FOR THE MOVIE D....

DAMN THE ENDING DAMN YENG!!!

AS WAT IT SAYS....

每一次的分离是为了准备下一次的集合.

this series watch le make ppl feel she bu de only...
i hope it continue doing man....

this movie is fking success....

Sun

2009-09-24T01:56:00.004+08:00

huuu.....
the sun today dunno y like 180 degree change...
the last few days is so calm so soft so comfortable..
but today is f**king hot.....
i walk to tuition but hot till i cant even see the road...
make till mood oso like very mang zang liao....
that makes me realise life changes everyday...
u would not noe wat will happen tml...

lol....
sumtimes i wonder who am i in ur heart...
u juz like the sun...
sumtimes is so warm n lovely...
but sumtimes u burn my heart in pieces...
the pain is unbearable...

i hate u bcoz u made me love u
爱上一个不爱你的人是很痛苦的

2009-09-23T02:24:00.006+08:00

痞子英雄
super rock!!!!!
go n watch man....i fns it within 3 days....

i miss u..
but u r missing the others...
how sad....

Birthday Post!!

2009-08-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLIVER TAN!!
LONG LOST BRO!!!

SEE I SO GOOD AR...
PURPOSELY BORROW SIS COMP POST FOR U.>!!!!
LOL...MISS YOU!!!!

FASTER THX ME...KISS ME...
LOL!!

HOPE U SEE IT...!!

SORRY!!

2009-08-19T01:21:00.002+08:00

SO SORRY TO MY ACCOUNT TEACHER....
TODAY WE MADE HER CRY...
SOSOSOSOSO SORRY!!!
WE ALWAYS PLAY....ZAT HER...
WE TOT THAT SHE DUN MIND...
YUAN LAI SHE JUZ TAHAN...
TODAY FINALLY BURST OUT ED...
WE NOE U CARE FOR US ALOT...
WE PROMISE WILL WORK HARD DE...AND GET A1...
N I PORMISE U I WILL DO ALL THE HW OF ACCOUNT...
N I WILL HELP U LOOK AFTER YI WEI...
IF HE SLEEPS ONE MORE TIME I AM GOING TO WHACK HIM ON THE HEAD...
UNTIL HE PAY ATTENTION...
SRY...
WE LUV U!!!
SORRY THX FOR WORRY FOR US!!!
AND HOPE U PASS UR EXAM NEX TERM....!!!
JIA YOU TOGETHER!!!

STUDY!!!!

2009-08-09T17:56:00.001+08:00

wow...studying!!!!
but i guess i read 100 only 10 went in my brain...
mayb i noe tml is not exam yet....
i guess all of u feel dat way bah....
every1 jia you jia you!!!!
i nid 1000xXXxxxx jia you.....

LYJ Bday + Annual QM Dinner

2009-08-01T20:31:00.002+08:00

first of all.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
LIM YAN JANG!!!!!

STILL MY BRO HUH?>??
HAI JIE MUM ASK U DUN ALWAYS PAK TO AR...
CATCH UP WIF UR STUDIES...

OK....
back to topic..

ytd after went movie wif crystal n jing yi..
i guess is the 1st time having movie wif them...
feels not bad...
and the movie was a great comedy..
hope got more chances to go again wif them bah..

yesterday night went to jalan imbi for QM dinner...
journey to reach thr dw say d....
gek sei...
all blame to TAN AIK BUAN..
make me wait 2 n half hour...
ask me 530pm reach den himself 8pm...
zzzz...

lol the food thr was so so....
but it became extremely delicious when u found out a bunch of buddies eating wif u...
crapping wif u...taking pic of u....
although the mouth complaining but the heart yet feel happy n warm...

lol....
those gurl damn damn damn like to take pic....
got about 5 cameras....
so 1 pose nid to take 5 times...
lets do sum maths....
when we pose 9 time...
means 9 x 5 = 45...
OMG!!! 45 times standing at the same place...
lol....but if coz we took more than 9....
so is sum to infinity...
lol

is really a great day...
we r going to leave each other 4 months later...
but the memories will always be fresh in my mind...
i love u guys...
muakz!!!

last but not least...
my dad say after spm only repair my comp...
or ask me work myself on it after spm since i din go for NS...
so i might not be update anymore...
but i will try my best like wat i am doing now in my fren's hse...

Happy Day!!

2009-07-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo.....
today very happy...
lol...go watch movie wif my dear..........daughter...
lol 1st time???
lol dun really rmb.....
but kinda nice having movie wif u...
still got chance de...no worry...
so nex date will b this sat lo???
lol....

btw....this sat WE ARE HAVING A INTERVIEW FOR BOMBA AJK...
ALL AJK....FORM 5....AND ALL AHLI ARE COMPULSARY TO ATTEND!!!
PLS....ESPECIALLY FORM5 AJK!!!
PLS SHOW UP UR FACE FOR THE LAST FEW WEEKLY TRAINING...
AT LEAST LET THE JUNIOR NOE WHO IS THEIR SENIOR!!!!!
AND HELP ME INTERVIEW THEM!!! PLS!!!....

and and and....
today damn sad....
was told to resit english test paper 1...damn diu...
if paper 2 nvm la....
paper 1 damn sien la...
not everytime can write good essay de ma....
deng!!! haiz speechless...

kla...bye bye....

Birthday Post

2009-07-05T18:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO....

KASTURI FREAK...

LM FREAK...

AND BUDDY OF ME IN THE CLASS....

HO CHZE ZHENG...

HAPPY 17.....AND LET POOL ROCKS THE WORLD....

U OWE ME RM20 THOUGH....LOL...

damn long din update...
nan dao juz post 1 birthday post meh....
let reader diao sei lo....

so for last month prob...
i thk is mostly settled...
and everything will gonna be smooth i thk....

lately worry for sum1...
it seems dat i am juz too busybody...
she might be tough enough to settle things by herself...
and still i will b supporting u...
let crap n laugh like mad like wat we used to do...

and and and and...
have a date wif my daughter on 13th july?
wat to do?
for a movie...
wat movie?? masih tak tau....
gurl ar gurl....wat u wan to watch...
beritahu ayah a....

now i am busy doing my bomba stuff...
for the installation on 1st of august...
nervous still....
alot to prepare...
is the most grand programme for me throughout the year...
mayb nid to go stage giv speech...
wah now heart oso beat bob beat bob ed...
and shh....tell u all a small secret...
installation can walk red carpet leh...
yeng hor??? lol...

kla....see u guys.........
miss me ya...
but u noe most of u dont la...
lol...
this world is damn realistic..

world is full of fakeness

2009-06-26T16:48:00.007+08:00

F*** OFF!!!!

I noe u guys r f***ing bhind me...

even those who used to named u as
"brothers" and "sisters"
are f***ing u once u turn around.....

i nvr ever treat my "brothers" and "sisters" like dat be4...

even they make me angry or they did wrg...

i nvr talk bad bout them/ tell everyone...

even if i wan f them....

i will f face to face.....

but they will nvr do so....

nvm....

juz continue f***ing me...

i dun mind dun care...

u ppl and i happy den good...

反正这个世界没有说没有谁不行的....

dats y i always tell u guys....

even the center of the word "believe"....

thr is a "lie"

since u guys so dun like me...

or my attitude or my style of doing things...

fine...

i would make u guys happy den...

i wont be appearing in those f***ing room again...

is wont..

once my words is given out it cant b chase back.

i stay bcoz of u guys..

but now i din see u guys need me anymore...
u all juz noe how to f me bhind...
i used to it.

the end.

2009-06-25T23:18:00.002+08:00

男追女,隔纵山.

女追男,隔纵纱.

看来我多努力...
都未必看到那座山....

2009-06-21T02:55:00.002+08:00

也许最近有很多烦恼,
都很久没想儿女私情了.
我看我也分不清什么是爱了吧.

爱上一个你肯定她不会爱你的人,
感觉是很难受的....

但是如果我只能选择呼吸或爱你,
我会用我最后一口气说我爱你.

Just a simple update

2009-06-21T02:45:00.003+08:00

lol...after all these while thr is alot of prob n sadness in my family...
but i thk mayb now ok d?
but my mum now dun hav job d...
no income...
sumore nid to pay for the rugi restaurant...
so i should help her jimat la...
my mum show me her personal account...
left only rm900...
she said dun even enuf to pay my tuition...
feel so sry...
i say dunwan tuition d...she nvm she still can tahan...
now i thk is my sis going to pay for my studies bah...
haiz hope to come out faster dw mum suffer...

btw is exam week....
it seems not bad for this week exaam...
but hu noes bout nex week....

actually not very happy these few days..
but i guess no1 notice gua..
lol like to crap like usual...

lol...today went out pooling wif cz n zs...
den i met up wif yan heng coz he juz out frm ns...
say wan see me 1 xia wor...
den lepak wif kok fui n ing jeng...
the moon lee....now got gf den always pek dai us...
then they say now i can 坐正 moon lee's place ed...
hhahahahahz.....

released sum stress today...
quite ok now.....

finally i hope my mum will juz zap dat restaurant...
n stay at home do wat she like...
dun like now so fan bout money....
i noe she owe alot money to bank...
but i am still young to worry n help her duh?
so juz zap and get back sum money la...
dats my suggestion.....

see ya dudes on 4th of july!!!!!
our big day....
time flies...faster than light....

confuse

2009-06-12T11:29:00.001+08:00

i am confuse thesedays....
my parents keep saying me not giving effort im studies...
always get so low marks...den find other thing scold..
zzzz....
i really damn fed up....
i dun feel like study n sleep in the exam coz i wan to show them wat is call din giv in effort...
n wat is the difference of the result between got read n din read...
haiz but if i do so....
my future oso dunno how...
tak tau nak study ke tak nak....
later if i study still get low marks den kena "f' again
if i din study get 0 marks den is my turn to "f" them back....
lol....

2009-06-07T20:31:00.002+08:00

yanjang moonlee i shouldnt went home...
ytd i still got thk am i too over leaving the hse...
but now i totally feel i damn stupid to think dat...
i should left the hse ten years ago...
dek rick i thk i cant do wat u tell me...
my family members are dead...
i guess only my mum stay alive...
but still i thk i will move out frm the hse n rent a room outside.

2009-06-06T15:06:00.000+08:00

i am not going home...
i got no hope to my family d...
fan zheng they dun have hope to...
i am dieing

GAI GAI

2009-06-05T16:56:00.003+08:00

lol....ytd nite i receive a random call....
from moon lee....
lol....
he ask me today free onot ask me wan go mv onot....
den i go wif him d lo...

so today he drive his car n fetch me...
hahahaz...
his driving freaking fast la diu...
this reminds me of oliver fetching me without lisence...
n sumore wan drive me in longkang....

lol back to topic...
that moon lee no chg still so funny...
he 1st time drive to mv n damn jam today...
den no parking...
while finding we seriously crap alot....

then yuan lai he got gf ed...
today bring n let us see...
this is his purpose la....

his gf he noe frm NS de...
chun hor...
his gf pretty sweet neh...suit him....
his gf sis pun not bad la...form 2 ni wooo...O.o
then n some of his NS fren...
they very frenly...but i n ingjeng very kek sui thr...

then we go for bowling wif them...
after dat i met chze zeng n pool wif him...
den pool wif ing jeng n kok fui.....

finally...
moon lee wan go back home liao...
den he wan fetch his gurl back wor...
den i n ingjeng tumpang...
hahahaz....

ppl stay in cheras.....
he say 顺路wo.....
memang "顺lo....."
lol.....then fetch me back home.....

p/s nex time before sitting moon lee's car rmb dun eat n drink...
n stay alert....if not u will scare till vomit....hahahahzzzz

ilu

2009-06-04T00:41:00.004+08:00

I found u here, now pls just stay for a while,
i can move on with u around.
I hand u my mortal life, but will it be forever?
i'd do anything for a smile, holding u till our time is done.
We both noe the day will come, but i dont wan to leave u.

爱一个人不一定要拥有她...
只要可以让她每天都开心的笑就够了..

I Love You

Hello!

2009-05-30T21:17:00.000+08:00

Guess wat?
I am too boring n i am using my fon wi-fi to blog.
N now i am at my mum's restaurant.
So sun bian promote 1 xia. Wi-fi service is now available at Ting's Cafe!

2009-05-27T23:13:00.005+08:00

HEY YO GUYS!!!!

GOOD LUCK FOR THOSE WHO WERE NOT STUDYING FOR EXAM!!!!!

N ALL THE BEST FOR THOSE WHO STUDY HARD FOR THE EXAM!!!

OF COURSE I AM WISHING MYSELF ALL THE BEST

Bomba Spirit is back!

2009-05-17T19:24:00.007+08:00

lol.......
although these few days some of u might think i am posting some emo stuff...
i really admit i am a failure...
but i guess i have bunch of supportive members...
hahahahahaz....

today got bomba training as usual...
n is the happiest bomba training ever!!!!
n also the least bomba attended today...
but nevermine....we had fun!!!
those who didnt attend surely regret....!
nenenibubu...let me tell u what we did today!!!...

firstly....i ed knew dat will not be much ppl attend today...
so i din angry or wat juz hope more ppl coming lo...
is bout 830am but only 8 ppl including me...
not enuf for a peraton...
so we did sum "warm up" while waiting....hahahaz

"THE TWISTER"

mei hwan and hui ping the final....lol

lol....spot it was me!!

i n zs were the champion....

we r fighting for it...

i tell u!!!

is not dat simply as u tot..

is 100 times tougher than pumping or push ups...

i almost muscle ache d...

chou jin liao lar!!!!!!!!

making out sex!!!

the pro!!!

finally one eazy move...

sweaching n jowie

wow threesome?!!

hui ping, sweaching n jowie

woohoo....is very tough warm up...

we all damn tired after dat...

but actually while we playing...

nic n mei hwan came...

so we have 10 ppl...

so i decided to start the training...

ngek ngek...

930am...

i call dek joe n choon yit...

bring the hos frm qm room...

guess wat?

we are doing kawat hos...

ngek ngek ngek...

so i taught them how to take the host...

n start running wif it n open it...

most of them were exhausted n dunno how to do n hit themselve...

i noe is pain...

but i guess is fun right???! XD

while we doin kawat hos...

me dj n cy where playing the bomba paip...

hahahaz den i splash cy...

then they wanted revenge but failed...

suddenly xiao rong say hui ping dunno how to do...

almost fall down...

so i go run n help lo...

n then n then....

the sei dek joe n choon yit...

keep splash me for 5 minits....

untill kah yee was done wif the hos...

damn n i was sick today actually....

1030am...

dj suggest we wash the hos....

so we go to near canteen thr got 1 "H" hos...

which is use to rescue fire...

we connect it n open...

hahaha....

den we like real bomba...

every1 looking...

lol....

n finally i splash back cy...

n then i taught them how to make the hos clean...

then all help n make the hos dry...

dats all for the day...

fun n tiring....

hahahhaa

FUN LEH?!!!

THOSE WHO DIDNT ATTEND IS UR RUGI I TELL U!!!

IS SUPER DUPER FUN!!! HAHAHAHAHAZ.....

but then after dat i felt pengsan...

den faster call sis bring me go see doc frm school...

den lying on the bed whole day...

n no energy after having medicine...

credits to dj n cy!!!!

kla enjoy my day of bomba training...

me got to go rest now...

bye!

2009-05-15T21:57:00.006+08:00

DAMN!!! MY "BABY" "SICK" AGAIN!!!

MAYB MY BABY DUN WAN ME TO PLAY SO MUCH BAH!!

HE WAN ME TO STUDY WELL...

BUT THEN SEIYE BABY I STILL ANGRY U DAMN U...

U MAKE ME FFK PPL....GRRR...

CALL U OPEN 5 MINITS GIV ME OSO CANNOT..

U TELL U NEXT TIME U DUN LISTEN TO ME...

I THROW U IN TO DUSTBIN N GET A NEW BABY AT

LOWYAT!!!

LOL USING SIS COMP...

HAHAHA DUNNO Y SHE TODAY GOOD MOOD...

LEND ME HER COMP...

BUT GTG D...

FEI SHI LIKE LAST TIME GOT VIRUS BLAME 9 ME...

BYE! MISS ME YA!!!

2009-05-11T20:20:00.003+08:00

lol today saw a card in qm room...
saw a nice sentence....
wanted to share...

一个人的快乐,
不是因为她拥有的多;
而是因为她计较的少.

lol hope u guys understand....
enjoy....

FEELINGS

2009-05-10T17:51:00.000+08:00

Feelings,
nothing more than feelings,
trying to forget my feelings of love.

Teardrops rolling down on my face,
trying to forget my feelings of love.

Feelings,
for all my life I'll feel it.
I wish I've never met you, girl;
you'll never come again.

Feelings,
feel you again in my arms.
Feelings,
feelings like I've never lost you
and feelings like I've never have you again in my heart.

F

2009-05-09T22:02:00.002+08:00

my form5 life....
can use a alphabet to say...
that is "F"

stands for "FAILURE"

MY BOMBA MARCHING COMPETITION WAS A FAILURE..

MY SUKAN MARCHING WAS A FAILURE TOO...

WAT BOUT FIRE DRILL?

TEACHER SAY PEGAWAI WHOLE MONTH NOT FREE...

SO IZIT SYMBOLISE FAILURE?

DAMN....I AM SUCK!

I NOE THE SUKAN I DESERVE THE PIALA...

BUT DUNNO Y....

THEY JUZ SIMPLY JUDGE....

SO I CAN JUZ SAY SRY TO MY TEAMMATES...

U ALL HAVE A SUCK LEADER....

I GOT NO RIGHT TO SCOLD U ALL ANYMORE...

U GUYS ARE MUCH MORE BETTER THAN ME ACTUALLY..

2009-05-03T22:41:00.001+08:00

Human is still human..
No matter how kind he/she is...
they will still hurt u one day...
is juz the matter of time.

To My Dearest Daughter

2009-05-03T21:31:00.002+08:00

OHYA~ "
forget wanted to post a thank you post..

TO:

MENG CHOO...

lol my dearest daughter...
is been long time i din find u...u din find me...
kebetulan ytd midnite go online instead appear offline bcoz sum reason
n u oso on9....n u msg me...
lol n kebetulan hse no electricity
so we text-ing each other...

hahahaz....
after ytd only i noe...
yuan lai all this while my blog make u worry me so much...
make u got so many question wanted ask me...
thanks alot alot...
u make me noe dat...
thr is still sum1 care bout me...
really...u make me thk alot...

but den....
I DONT NEED UR GUAN XIN!

lol....hahaha...
this is not being rude...
is not wat it mean by the word only...

bcoz u muz noe ur "dad" me is not a normal person...
i am tough enuf to face problem
wat challenge come in i will juz take...
even though the whole world hates me including u..
as long as i din do wrg things...
i can face myself den is enuf ed...

lol but it doesnt really mean i dun nid ur care la...
lol...is juz a bi yu....
finally
really thx alot alot.....muaks

everything going fine now...
so dun worry much...
zhi yu my family prob...
erm i guess i will listen to u...
i will wait...XD
hahaha nex time oso dun dare post my thing liao..
fei shi u worry again...
lol...kidding

solutions...

2009-05-03T20:40:00.004+08:00

lol....today i thought out alot...
lol....having good mood..

i thk liao very very long...
i finally understand...

every1 have different feelings...

lol mayb ppl will scold me this thing 3 years old budak pun tau la...
but....can u tell me how far u understand bout the statement above?

wat i mean is....
sumtimes we cannot blame ppl
small gas or wat...
is not their fault to be small gas..
is born to...
the god is fair...
he/she may look good in outer appearance...
but they might very sensitive n small gas...
he/she may look not so good in outer apperance..
but they are very kind...they can joke till no limits...

the conclusion i made is...
some ppl...
when sick....
mayb they have to take 3 pills...to recover
mayb others take 2 pills...
sum take only 1...
or even dun take they will cure...

so now i understand...
sumtimes we quarrel is not a bad thing...
it make me more understand u...
n i noe whr is ur limit...
so nex time i joke wif different ppl will have different lv...
mayb this guy i can juz simply say him stupid he dun mind...
mayb this guy cannot...

is like when u learn walking.....
u dun like fall down bcoz it hurts...
but u thk properly...
if last time u din fall be4....
u 4ever would not noe wat is pain...
n nex time when u face it...
u will more pain n suprise....

lol...
but still got 1 special case i dun understand....
is....
lol not offending juz...
can any1 tell me...
wat if i joke wif sum1...
and the other person stand aside which doesnt relate to him/her
get angry...? lol
kinda special case huh?
lol there is still much more to learn how to be a success human being

i thk moz of u guys cant really understand i am saying here...
hahahaz....lol
hope this post help alot of u all having sum prob in between ur fren...
quarrel n fights cant be avoided..
u can angry....
thr is no wrg n no ppl can say u wrg if u angry
even is ur fault but u angry oso can...
but give urself maximum 3 days...
den calm down n thk back..
every1 has their own role to maintain the relationship...
so after 3days better go tam back...
dun care who wrg ed coz is over....

2009-05-03T20:34:00.011+08:00

admit your mistake is not enuf....
making changes is the point....

y orang cacat can accept they r cacat...

and their best to make their life wonderful.

y orang biasa juz cant do their best in everything?

nan dao they lian orang cacat dou bu ru?

SP

2009-05-03T00:41:00.001+08:00

let me introduce u SP...
is not sunway piramid...
hahaz...
is sound problem...

i guess i was born a voice which no1 likes...
my voice make ppl backstab me alot...
now i noe my voice will make ppl heart attack...

so i dun wan u guys suffer anymore...
from now on...
i only will say : hi, bye, lets have lunch....n those type la...
others i wont giv a damn to say any more...
even jokes...

nowadays jokes oso will make ppl angry...
funny huh?
i damn geng huh?
joke oso can make ppl angry...
only TING XINGKUN can do dat...
so dun blame me frm not talking...
is juz i dun wan more n more ppl backstab me...or angry me...
is for all our own good sake!

2009-05-02T23:08:00.001+08:00

lol............
no 1 missing me today....
is been almost 18 hours fon not vibrating....
lol.......

2009-04-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

道不同,不相为谋.

2009-04-27T19:17:00.002+08:00

　
　
　
冷漠, 有时候并不是无情,
只是一种避免被伤害的工具.
.
.
.
.
付出真心才回得到真心，
却也可能伤得彻底，
保持距离就能保护自己，
却也注定永远寂寞．
．
．
．
．
如过你是我，

你会怎么做？
　
　
　
　

Birthday Post

2009-04-26T11:36:00.002+08:00

lol....
dunno wat to say...
have 2 plans....
but it seems dat pang yee jeat dun like plan 2
so i did plan 1...lol
but she din noe wat i wan to do oso...
hahahahaz.......

btw.........

happy birthday to

LEE YEE MIN

BOON JIA ZHI

i dunno wan to wish u all wat....
juz hope dat u ppl healthy healthy happy happy....
n u wan wat get wat la.....

haiz but then...
pang yee jeat i still prefer plan 2...
coz u wouldnt noe how yeng is it...
hahahahahaz.....

2009-04-25T16:02:00.001+08:00

LOL. DUNNO WAT TO SAY.
ERM MAYB IMU?

lim yan jang

2009-04-23T18:11:00.002+08:00

我现在才发现到....
原来...
没有人正真了解我....

算了...
忠言逆耳.....

the way i talk is straight forward...
i dun like turn here turn thr....
or pura-pura
but wat i say is wat i really do feel n is truth....
u accept it or ignore it is ur business...
i juz say for our own good sake...
u can bu shuang me or wat...
but
u cannot control my mouth wat i wan to say...

sorry yan jang...
u the only one moz 了解 me
therefore u lagi muz let me 出气...
haha i noe is not fair for u...
but who call u to so 了解 me...
who call u to be my best buddy?!

hahaha kidding la...
i really do appreciate our 5 years friendship...
n i will forever remember 半兽人
bcoz that is how we start our friendship...
haha.
after dat we found out we have...
i) same topic
ii) same problem
iii) same interest
iv) same idol
v) same style of talking way...lol

i really miss our form 1 n form 3 life.....
is real happy n have less problem...

bcoz we are not president

2009-04-21T21:51:00.003+08:00

lol....the tuhan memang wan play me wan la....
i really do noe how my dad feel....
bcoz wat happen to him is exactly wat happen to me oso...
lol....
actually juz wanted ask u to come n see me lompat kijang...
giv sum support only...
haha...its ok since u cannot make it...
actually doesnt make any difference...
c onot oso get last...
better dun see la....XD
mayb juz timing 不对.
wish myself all the best tml...

橡皮带

2009-04-20T19:34:00.002+08:00

知道什么是橡皮带吗?

我们的感情就像橡皮带.....

感情越好....就好像橡皮带越拉越紧...

当感情到达最高峰的时候.....也是橡皮带拉得最紧的时候....

当遇到小挫折....就如橡皮带拉得太紧断掉了...

橡皮带越紧...断得越大力...自然也弹到自己很大力....也伤得很痛.....

我们就如橡皮带....

所以现在才那么痛....

断掉的橡皮带可以变回断掉之前吗?

我很想.....

但是我很清楚知道...

补回的橡皮带不可能像之前的那么有弹性.....

更不可能变回一摸一样....

不用紧...

我在努力研究着现代科技...

希望能够变回一模一样的橡皮带....

我在等着那一天....

BOMBA DAERAH CAMP

2009-04-19T16:42:00.001+08:00

juz came bak frm the camp...

tired...

exhausted....

staytuned.

My god pls...

2009-04-16T21:24:00.002+08:00

wei god ar...
stop playing me lar weih...

today after my chemist tuition bout 530...
i have my account test 630 till 9 pm...

i told my sis n my mum...
but leh they din tell my dad...
den my dad keep asking my sis whr i go...
den my sis oso 4get d...
during exam keep call me....
den i juz ignore...

when i am bak...
i felt happy bcoz dunno y my dad sud ask me sumthing...
he ask me wan to go sri hatamas for japanese buffet onot...
wah i stun 99...
my dad finally talk to me...
but leh is on saturday...
den i say i got camp cannot go...
den he very angry...
he ask me izit really dun wan him to be my dad...
exam till nite din inform him...
got camp tml now only tell him...
dun ask oso dunno i got camp...
say i dun put him in my eyes...
really...
haiz...
now situation became worse still....zzz
my god...
pls dun play me d...

.........

2009-04-15T22:34:00.003+08:00

.............nowadays....
alot things in my heart...
haiz i dun like...
is juz so unlike me..
i dunno like things in my heart keep long..
even now i have joke or prob
i oso dunno who to say...lol
i wan to say out...
any1 like to volunteer to listen?
u wan den i tell la...
but muz be patient wan wor...
coz i very chiong hei...
hahahahaz....

today...the 6th day...
ed 6 days din talk wif dad...
eat wif dad...
n most important ed 6 days he din fetch me to skul or tuition...
and means i ed 6 day din see him driving...
tonight i should go to ss2 tuition...
which is not posibble for me to walk..
n i tot i will got chance to sit dad's car
n talk?
but dunno izit takdir...
my sis bak...
den dad ask her fetch...lol
speechless...
dunno is purposely or wat...
this 6 days when i at home he sure not at home..
dunno is he dunno how to face me or i dunno how to face him...
lol...i noe time is the medicine i am still waiting...

on the other hand...
is oso the 6th day i din talk to sumone..
erm i guess sumone has back to his/her life...
n i wouldnt wan to go n interupt...
i dunno wat i wan oso...
lol....juz wait n see la....
fan zheng dis world 没有说没有谁就不行的..
will get used to it de la...

sei jang jang since u wanted to listen...
den u go watch n liu all ur 耳粪
n tell u mayb on friday?
lol u bz man....
whenever u free u tell me la...

I am useless

2009-04-14T21:57:00.003+08:00

really dunno wat to say...
5 days...
my dad didnt talk to me...
not a single word...
see dao me like unknown only...
out of 16 years...
the 1st time i he din talk me 5 days.
n i thk is forever bah...
this time i noe is really deep hurt.
n oso 5 days
i din talk to sumone...
erm...dunno juz like less liao a pair of ears bah..
din talk to 2 most important ppl in the same day..
chun huh?
imagine how does it feel man...

u noe wat?
i am damn useless guy in the world...
10mins ago...
my dad ask my sis to ask me for money...
this month telefon bill RM91.80
he wan me pay RM41.80.
then i pay him lo...
then my mum came in secretly...
she gave me RM50
and ask me to shut up n keep it...
but she say she oso cannot always cover me coz she had not much money left oso...
she had to pay my tuition...
pay for her restaurant...
pay for our food
which my dad dun even pay a single sen...
and all goes to his car.
i really feel i damn useless la...
always nid my mum help me..
den she say wei liao her...
pls cut down my telefon bill.
mum, i will try my best seriously...
i really dunno y i call very very little la...
but always still over 100...
haiz...
i am useless....

sorry.
i wanted to study well.
but really no mood this few days.

whr or who am i?

2009-04-14T15:43:00.004+08:00

today damn damn damn funny la....
dunno y this few months y got so many 1st time...
i 1st time feel alone in qm room la...
really no point stay liao la...
seriously thinking i always stay bak juz bcoz nid to pei ppl...
but then today i dunno y only i alone in qm room...
nthg to do...
ben lai san san wan me stay tilll 630 de...
but after dat she went out so i alone...
very sien till bout 4pm...
den i ma wan go home liao lo...
den only i saw jeat punya bag...
yuan lai she haven go bak wor...
but leh i msg her tak de reply...
haiz den i ma go home liao lo...

now i fa xian dao...
dunno ping shi is i pei ppl or ppl pei me...
when i dun teman ppl...
i ed like nthg to do...
lol....

suan la...
i thk last time my purpose stay in qm ed hilang liao...
i dun nid stay in thr liao la...
nid only tell me la...

today i sit in qm room alone...
i suddenly like...
weird feeling macam we last 2 months in squash court is like a dream
macam din happen be4 lai dat...
like wat happen in the squash court i ed forget all liao...
like didnt pindah be4...
hahaz...hard to describe...lol

bye bye...
juz reach home den feel to write this blog liao...
lol coz i scare i 4get wat i wan to write...
today went bak wif many cedera..
lol...nvm is ok...

XD

2009-04-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

my blog always wording only so...

1 year ago.........
gathering 2008
ketua permainan.

damn..........

i am cute....!!!

lol.......XD

Marching Competition

2009-04-11T20:00:00.003+08:00

First of all....
i nid to thank
WONG MEI HWAN...
thx for not giving up...
thx for ur support...
ur consolation really do help me...
u make me dun giv up myself...
thx alot...

secondly nid to thank to
KAN PEI EN
erm...i didnt know dat u noe i having competition...
surprisingly we didnt msg for months..
yet u still send me a wish msg..
tq for the supporting msg....
ur msg giv me more semangat
n make me doesnt wan to lose...

finally all my members...tqtqtqtqtqtqtq...
THANK YOU!!!!

u all really did a good job today!!
i did sum mistake sorry!!

but thx alot alot...
i am now famous...
the judges the teacher...
all asking my name n ask me izit u all punya ketua...
they say we KADET BOMBA improve alot alot...
alot till cant describe...

today after competition during rest...
bout 12pm...
i walk around...
n every1 was like...
HEY U BOMBA PPL DAMN GOOD...
n keep on praising...
praise till me i bu hao yi si...
HAHAHAHA.....
most geng n scary part is...
even the lengzai police aaron...n the mssm "chan fung"
purposely come n congrats me...
n giv me sum advice...
n they praise us damn lot damn lot...

i really very happy today...

but on the other hand i am very very stress on the nex project...
FIRE DRILL....
i will rush out the plan today n tommorow...

finally i am very very sad bout my family prob really sad...
i really dunno wat to do to save my family...
i only can say i now really regret wat i am doing...
n sorry...

i have made u all doesnt trust me anymore....

2009-04-10T23:10:00.001+08:00

omg....very serious family prob...
i am very fan...
haiz dun wan to thk now...
concetrate my competition 1st...

BOMBA IS ON FIRE!!!!

2009-04-10T19:51:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg!!!
this few days i am so stress n panas baran....
i keep scold my member coz
they dun even master their basic move...
n dun have enuf uniforms...

friday....
is a good friday...
really a "good friday"
my lengzai geng good vice prez "SUM DEK JOE"
tq u settle one of my prob...
dat is my uniform...
he n wei mien, xiao rong
went to few balai bomba to get all the uniforms bak...
THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH
I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!

n then i actually few damn fucking sad...
coz all my member macam dun treat me as prez....
mayb i too fren wif them...
i say 530 n they came 615...
but then finally their "mo qi" came bak...
they march till 8pm+
n is raining n they request more...
they yue march yue jing shen...
i oso let them make me high gei...
n i really damn touch of them for staying bak wif me till late at night...
thx..
i noe most of u stay very far but yet still stayt bak...
thank you...
i noe i scolded u all these few days alot...
i will like to say SORRY if u feel dat i scolded u wrongly...

2009-04-09T21:47:00.002+08:00

i am dead...
i am dead...
i wan to cry but dunno how...
i get caught by my dad...
even my sis dun care me d...
she oso scare she ask me becare4...
i have been lying to him 2 years +
my god...i dunno how...
i really dunno how...
hu can safe me now...
is now...

Complicated feelings

2009-04-09T17:55:00.003+08:00

i am sad :(

i dunno why the god so like to giv me so much of test...
i may look strong in my physical appearance...
but i am juz a human...
i have limit..

from the begining of the year...
i have been planning for the marching competition...
but no ppl bother...
all focus in AR...
fine...
i tot they can make it...
but till now i still dun have enuf ppl...
and today only i noe i not enuf uniform,boots...

from the beginning of the year...
i have beem planning for fire drill...
but now thr is a very very big problem...
which hardly let me solve...
and it may make my fire drill sucks...

if is lai dat...
i wanted stop the competition n fire drill...
i dun like to do things which is not perfect...
can any1 juz stand on kadet bomba prez side and thk bout the stress n prob.

i may look like playing always...
but i really do concern bout my club..
i am tired...
i wanna stop. not i wan to giv up.
is juz my members have giv up i have no choice..

i am tired!

n very sorry to say dat...
i hate QM
i mean the club itself not the member...
its been my halangan for all these years...
i really do hate QM...

today my heart seriously broken..
is a big surgery i thk...
it take time to cure...
i got alot of prob n stress wanted to share out
but i dun wan to talk to u now...
sorry. it take some time.
so juz to tell out in the blog. hope u see.
sorry.

The Kadet Bomba

2009-04-08T23:32:00.003+08:00

nowadays every1 were busy....
i am tired n stress up...
haiz everyday after sukan tara...
den nid fan 1 xia marching competition....
nid training....
till now i haven pass up my registeration....
bcoz i HAVE GOT NOT ENUF PPL!!!
I NID 3 MORE!!!!
WHO CAN VOLUNTEER?!!!
omg this sat is ed the competiition...
last year every1 say wan get johan wan get johan...
fart u all oso cant get la...
juz now how to say...
when say dao wan training den all say got tuition...

ytd i saw kadet police training....
they are fuking pro man...
yi wei oso saw their belakang pusing...
is super super geng...the sound of each step is same...
you wont listen any extra step..
and and and...
1 thing i lose 1 thing i jealous is....
dat time was afternoon session recess time...
those afternoon member of kadet polis din go eat...
they go march...
their senior dun let...they go beg their senior... to let them join...
my god their passion is like "damn...."
y thr is no such a member in my kadet?
after recess those afternoon session walk away but they are still discussing the marching how to do better...
i nid those member desperately la...
for me is terbalik i nid beg them for training =.=
suan la....mayb sum of u und me sum of u dun und...
every1 got their stress...so i wont blame any1...
i juz blame myself bcoz i am not good enuf...
i am not a good leader...
n i cant make my member interest in my activity...

i noe i can do it...
jia you!

2009-03-31T22:58:00.001+08:00

damn lazy la....
its been a long time for not blogging
mayb too much to say...
so lazy type....

HELLO!!!!!!!

2009-03-29T12:57:00.001+08:00

I AM BAK!!!!!!!
MY COMP IS BAK!!
MY BABY IS BAK!!!!!!!!!
WOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
do u ppl miss me?
hahaz mayb ed forget my blog....
nvm i will now blog again....

bleeeeeeeeeeeeeee......

i miss u.......

undescribeable feelings

2009-03-08T21:32:00.004+08:00

LOL....
today is a freaking stupid emo day...
this is bcoz the jeat jeat is freaking cold to me these few days....
dunno is wat lo...
everytime try to talk to her oso answer me so cold..
damn sad man...
then neh i at the stadium...
grr i sit up thr freaking long...
tengok itu xing cakap dengan zs byk byk....
talk liao bout 15mins pun tak nampak saya...
gek sei...
den saw ym....ask her find me...
but neh she sat thr cakap byk byk tak mau find me...
really gek sei me...
den call again...only nampak my exist...
really gek sei...
den i sit alone thr till tak tau how many hours....
den fking tired n hungry...
slept thr...
den wake up...
ask jang whether boleh makan onot...
he say can...
den i walk out alone....
no body fking care...zzzz
i saw xing n zs again...
they went to whr i sit after i leave...
really let them gek sei dunno izit purposely ....
den i not shuang....go to playground call xing...
ask her spot me...
actually is juz let her noe whr i am....
den eat alone...
sit swing alone...
play other stuff...
bout an hour later....
receive a very funny sms....hahahaz...
den i go bak stadium...
it seems like normal when i am not around..
bak liao n go out ppl pun tak tau...
they juz tot i at rest room or wat...
den sit another corner tengok 4x200m...
very interesting...
saw 2 very chi gek match...
den break time lo.....
suddenly receive a sms frm jeat...
so happy...
coz she ask me whr i am...
lol macam the world giv me a hope...
finally got ppl ask me whr i am...
hahahaz.....
den ma fai fai fai fai fai fai go find her lo....
saw her...n every1 bz packing for lunch...
that ym tengok pun tak mau tengok me den go away liao...
gek sei...
i very bao bao liao....
dun wan go out plus that ym gek dao me wan fly up liao...
den neh dat sei ye jeat sei mau me pei her makan wo...
nan de she ask wo...
i whr se de reject neh...
she say she freaking tired mau walk slow slow...
den ma follow her speed walk slow slow lo....
walk walk walk den she wan take a long way...
she say she mau train sum stamina for 4x400m...
fan zheng nthg do i ma pei her jalan lo...
finally after our loooooooong journey...
we sudah sampai...
walk in....
the sei ye xing n yeemin suddenly very re qing...
i dat time still very gek ar....
den sit down lo...
tanya my only fren yaaaaaaaan jang mana...
all say go out wif zs liao...
really fat for d....
the suo wei fren oso hilang without notice me...
den neh they sang bday song for me n zhen nam....
yan jang n zs bringing the cake in...
dat time me still haven cover my not shuang-ness...
lol but then neh really speechless....
actually the funny sms juz now was frm amanda...
she say sorry for not coming to celebrate for me...
dat time i zadao...
but i dunno yuan lai they break time celebrate for me....
got suprise dao la...
got shuang dao la...
but dat time still haven ping fu my not shuang-ness...
after blowing cake den got abit ok liao la...
den i told kok kin they msg...
den he laugh hahaha...
den i oso jue de abit funny....
den i laugh oso...
den started crap crap crap...
the pang yee jeat sudah tipu me...
hor u say u wont tipu me.... hor u ed did liao hor....
she sumore say take my fon for mu dad mum n sis contact...
lucky din do anything if not i really will xia si....
really heart attk die...
but really thx alot for everything....
tq to...
pang yee jeat
lee yee min
teh wen xing
lim yan jang
wong zhen sheng
chua lin fong
wong kok kin
soo yi wei
boon jia zhi
tan aik buan
tang young kiong

n

amanda....hahahaz the spoiler...

lee yee min say she take the cake here n thr very xin ku wor.......
now i sek fan lo k?

pang yee jeat say she planned....so muz oso sek her 1 xia....

lim yan jang n wong zhen sheng who carried the cake muz sek 1 xia...

other hu sang song for me tq alot tooo

i do love u all byk byk....

finally n very important 1...
really really important 1....
i muz kiss hug n oso smack this guy...
n dat is chua lin fong...
u noe wat he done?
he ar....grrr dunno wan say wat...
extra tq for him...
dat day at ttc it seems dat dunno wat reason..
i told him i byk hate chua wai yong...
coz he bought the mp4 i wanted...
hahaz...
den he ask me y like dat mp4..
den i tell him lo....
and then and then...
i only tell him 1 ppl....
so then when ym gave me present...n inside was...
den neh i dat time "you hen you ai" dat chua lin fong...
i angry him coz he go tell other ppl...
but i love him coz he rmb every single word i tell him...
damn damn freaking touch la weih...
y he lai dat 1...
y u mau tell other...
i mau buy myself la...
i bu hao yi si la wei....
u ar....
haiz...

zhong er yan zhi...
thx u guys...
love u guys...
hugs* n mmmmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuakkkzzzzzzz!!"

a story.

2009-03-03T17:16:00.003+08:00

it was cloudy and windy..

it seems to be raining soon..

i walk bak home...

its 4.06pm when i was looking at my watch..

on the way...

i made two calls..

but..................................................

wind blows.

then i stopped walking...

its been 3 years i walking this road..

but the road today has no end..

i sit on the bridge...

listening "dear god"

and think...

y do i feel the pain..

and i know... that is "life"

wind blows strongly..

and i walking slowly..

i like this feel..

at the same time i hate..

i like walkiing blowing wind alone..

but i hate the feel in the heart..

i am not that TX that have confident always anymore..

i used to do thing..

i like.

i do.

without thinking.

but now

i am doing things

that i will think for u 1st.

and hide myself.

to be the TX u satisfied.

today i took more than 30 minutes to reach home.

i think its a signal.

I AM TING XINGKUN
I LIVE FOR MYSELF NOT FOR U
AND I AM JUZ SUMONE ON THE EARTH.
NOTHING MUCH.
THATS IT.

ya..thats should b..
but i myself had decided to live for u

grrrrrr....

2009-02-22T20:02:00.002+08:00

dear readers....

xingkun's comp sudah rosak....

cant blog for mayb few weeks? months? or year?

haiz now using sis laptop to post my last post for this month....

haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzz

damn sad la...

my dearest desktop.....

i love it so much.....

haiz hope take my cpu repair dat time...

i cheng ji force my dad to increase ram...

use better graphic card.....

hahaha den play online games more geng....

wow dream la u ting xingkun....

but really hope my dear desktop can upgrade till dat....

even cant upgrade "u" pls dun die....

u noe i love "u" so much....

i really cant live without "u".....

now i finally noe how to write my essay "importance of computer"....

2009-02-20T23:37:00.004+08:00

its been 2 weeks...
13 days....
we didnt talk for 13days...
mayb u dun care...
but i care...
since 9/2/2009
after u said dat u dun wan to listen to my voice....
but i still dunno wat happen...
i tot it was a joke or wat...
but i didnt noe dat this joke last so long...
n now....
not even hi or bye...
or even i said dat to u...
u will juz ignore it...

when can we talk like wat we used to be?
when?
not anymore?

i am still waiting....
waiting but cant do anything...

Life's Law

2009-02-18T17:35:00.004+08:00

there is too many things happen in 2 months time....

i wonder why.....

mayb is the law....

the graph has its turning point....

nvm....i hope bad things come faster...

so dat the graph will bounce bak...

n all the good things come in the year end....

esspecially for the spm....woohooo!!!....

god's know what's the best for u....

the things happen to u now is gifted to u....

so dun give up....

this is part of god plan....

things will turn good in the end...

so....

GIVE ME 5!! 5!!! 5!!!! 5!!!!

UNDEFEATABLE..
NVR GIV UP IN YOUR LIFE...

废话!!

2009-02-17T22:05:00.003+08:00

有时玩一些简单的游戏....
说一些没经过大脑的话....
并不代表我们幼稚...
而是我们偶尔需要脱离现实...
返回以前无忧无虑的生活....
摆脱暂时所面对的烦恼和压力....

如果上帝给我一个愿望...
我希望我永远保留在四直六岁的阶段...
做一个永远长不大的小孩...
就不用想现在这样烦恼...
友情烦...
学业烦...
学会更烦...
功课麻烦...
考试最烦...
总而言之.....烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦!!!!!

对不起

2009-02-17T10:44:00.000+08:00

真的非常对不起....

再一次我说对不起....

最近我真的很有问题....

我最近时常都不知不觉踩到人家的尾巴....

尤其是平时和我有说有笑的....

在几时...几点...那里....怎样....何事...为什么....

踩到他们的尾巴我都不知道....

我就是很失败....

如果真的踩到你们很痛....

请你们告诉我....

请不要收进心里

因为我真的是不懂....

再一次我向你们道歉.....对不起...

请原谅我....

在你们判我死刑前....至少也告诉我犯罪在哪?.....

想象你们的朋友一分钟前对你哈哈笑...

一分钟后对你不理不睬....也不说原因....

你就明白我的感受....

我的心很酸..很痛...
第一痛不是牙痛也不是怀孕痛...
而是心痛..

My love....Justin timberlake... n is the song i gift to u

2009-02-16T20:11:00.002+08:00

Ain't another woman that can take your spot my-

If I wrote you a symphony,

Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do?)

If I told you you were beautiful

Would you date me on the regular (tell me, would you?)

Well, baby I've been around the world

But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you)

This ring here represents my heart

But there's just one thing I need from you (say "I do")

Yeah, because

I can see us holding hands

Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand

I can see us on the countryside

Sitting on the grass, laying side by side

You could be my baby, let me make you my lady

Girl, you amaze me

Ain't gotta do nothing crazy

See, all I want you to do is be my love

(So don't give away) My love

(So don't give away) My love

(So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love

(So don't give away) My love

(So don't give away) My love

(So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love

Ooooh, girl

My love

My love

LIFE IS JUZ SO UNPREDICTABLE..

2009-02-14T22:58:00.002+08:00

LAST WEEK I AM GLAD....=)
THIS WEEK I AM SAD.....=(

ALOT TO TELL...
ALOT TO SAY....
ALOT TO THINK...
ALOT TO DO....

I AM JUZ SO DUNNO WAT TO DO NEX....

y did u juz ignore me lai dat...
heartache more than ever...

i miss u...

2009-02-08T02:21:00.005+08:00

i miss ur smile..
i miss ur laugh...
i miss telling u story...

dunno wat happen lately...
mayb i had offended u or wat...
i juz got the feeling...
when u see me u juz chg into another ppl...
u will stop talking n not smiling..
n i feel dat u not feeling to talk to me although u dont admit...
n i dunno y once u talk to me..
u will like start bad temper d...

haiz feel so sad...
wat i wan is juz u smile =)
happy laughter like u used to be =)
if i really made u angry or wat pls tell me...

if u see me den u will bad temper...
den i will rather avoid frm appearing in frnt of u..
n let u smile all the time..=)

wat happen to u dat made u chg....
mayb really is not my fault..
but i hope to noe.....

现在只能希望时间能冲淡一切.....
希望在不久过后能再听到郑文欣的狂笑声......XD

i noe this doesnt make any chgs...
but i am willing to appologize if i really made u fed up or wat...
sorry....

hey yo!

2009-02-07T02:18:00.000+08:00

n so jeat n xing i sudah update 3 old post d...
will update more later....
so damn long...u all will read ma...
hahahaz...nvm la...
once start write cannot stop d...lol